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August 27 since..... look at the title, "笑 带着笑容迎接太阳，快乐面对飘浮不定的乌云 ~ ~ ~" funny, I'm not a optimist......the trial exam is near.....and I feel helpless, Drawing let me feel excited, happy, even cant feel tiredness......facing the books, the notes, the reference books, the tutorial paper, I.......I don't know where to start, how to start,.......people told me, "go and just memorize it!" It's not so easy for me, I keep on reading reading.......at the end.....I know nothing about the topic.......Study hard? funny. Now I'm 19......Is it the path that I should go on? I'm Lost.... May 07 pwee~well well well~ I left this blog quite a long time, coz really lazy to type word la =P
recently, I finished my MUET speaking, for me, it is still okay, for examiner? no idea.
It's no way to discuss about it right? just forget it, cool down and wait for the result.(pretend 2 be optismistic =P)
The time table for the mid yr test is CHANGED! omg, just left 1 week to study, oh mama, who is the one go and change this?!!
how can I do now? study loh, study like hell loh, abo what can I do leh? ==lll
Okay~! know I have to motivate myself again(n times?)
Kambateh~p(><)q
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In this period, I met a girl who is different from others........
For Her I want to say sorry,
Hey, although you don't know, ehmm......I quite don like you because of your terrible attitude and the way you treat people, I really hate you that time, it is true.
But, HE loves you. So you are my sister also, I have to treat you better. Manytimes, I talk a lot at your back with the others, but afterwards I feel guilty,
I know I should not talk at your back, I hope I can treat you better, at least never talk at your back anymore.
People don't like you. But you still the child of Our Father. I hope I can love you more. Strengthen me my Lord!
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I'm quite happy today, because of the friends in F6. Nothing much to say. It's Good, and I'm happy to be with u guys.^0^
I've good friends here, keep good touch with my best friends, happy sharing with my church 'kaki'.
This is all Good! ^^ Thank you God~! March 31 恢复精神了~!这几天，去看戏是最愉快的事，上课是最折磨的事，可能就像志民说的吧： 我还找不到读书的快乐，我一直当着是很困难的事情，怎么说呢......我在家里真的很难主动去摸书，我只是发觉我真的越来越喜欢画画，之前收到消息，我的一个学姐，中五拿了很标青的成绩，怎么知道现在却........只觉得世事难料，我会尽力的，会尽力的努力读书，会努力培养爱书的兴趣，刚才跟几个朋友聊天，很开心，因为真的很久没有联络了，大家应该还好吧？亲爱的一直没有上网，是时候要叫她出来Zat 一下她了~呵呵呵呵~ March 16 生活反省今天一班朋友一边涂漆，一边念着“言情小说” 里面的男女交欢的章节，大家都狂笑着（其实想回去，一点也不好笑，对不？），刚开始我选择假装听不见，然后。。。。。到头来我却跟着一起笑，过后，我感到很难过，因为我知道我应该远离这些所谓的 “黄色笑话” ，我们都不应该接触这些，
对不起，四旬期里我又犯了罪。。。。。。。
十诫之六：
不可行邪淫 童年的记忆被挖开人，可以为了一些别人不经意的举动，而挖开了心中埋藏了很久的秘密；
人，可以莫名其妙地为了被翻新的记忆，哭成泪人；
人，可以那么害怕一个人，甚至怕到不敢往前踏一步，不敢面对；
人，可以为了保护自己，逃避现实，把秘密再一次藏起来，只为了不想添麻烦；
人，可以那么害怕面对自己，害怕对自己坦诚，害怕对她坦诚。。。
把问题抛出来，她知道了我的伤口，那个曾经被她割开的伤口，
我把伤口的OK绷扒开，让伤口浮现，这样伤口才能慢慢痊愈。
所谓的 “ 摊开来讲” 原来就是这么一回事，原来，这并不容易，
她的成熟冷静分析，让我安心了许多，
或许，过去的事就让它过去吧？
但，有些阴影还是会在心底深处，就像被埋在一个无底洞，
可是，不知道会不会有一天，这一切会不会被爆发出来。。。。。。
其实我是不想让她知道的，因为这是童年的我所埋藏很久了的记忆，
我并不想搬出来。。。。。。但事实上，所有的人都知道了。。。。 February 22 RecentlyQuite a long period I left here~ seems that everyone so hardworking, high energetic, talented, clever, smart......
Yes, I envied them.
How about me? start to regret? No way! I'hv ad choose this road....but
Studying and learning become the toughest things to me now, school life quite meaningless, hestitate to join activities,
I'm desperate...............
In the night, cry suddenly, non-stop until I fall asleep, feel helpless?
I don't know.
Move forward, make a step.
Brothers and sisters, Saints and Angels, please pray for me, a sinner.
God, please strengthen me, especially my soul.
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